If only

If only I could be in two places at once.
If only i had the power 2 dry ur tears.
If only i could heal your pain... I would.

If only I could protect u, If only I could keep u safe.
If only I could put a smile, not on ur face but on ur heart...I would.

If only i had enough strength for the both of us, I would let u lean on me.
If only I knew the right path, i would steer u to it.
If only i werent so far..

Not easy (fragments in a notebook)

Watching the world spin round and round.

Feeling like its out of control.

Trying to make it stop or atleast slow it down.

Reaching your hand out but its too far.

Falling on your knees with tears falling from your eyes.

Crying alone...

 

Wishing things wud change or go back to what they used to be.

Losing someone.

Knowing the only way forward is through it.

Hoping that it wil get better.

Praying for strength.

Wanting to fix it but not knowing where to start.

Wondering why...

 

Wanting to scream but holding it in.

Remembering better times.

Wanting to speak out.

Afraid of hurting those you love.

Being hurt by those you love.

Knowing its not yours to fix.

Blocking it all out.

Moving on with your life.

Trying not to sink into the sand.

Making it look easy...

 

Not easy.

Whispers in a notebook

Whispers echoe in the wind...

a voice i once knew.

It is now a language i dont understand.

I look around wondering if its talking to me.

The eyes that once look at me, now seem to look through.

Streets that i used to own, now foreign territory...

Untitled, name it

The mirror...friend?enemy?

a reflection of who i am.

a reflection of who im not.


Not of this world so i wont cling to it.

It is but flesh, im not defined by it.

Identity in Christ, i will claim it.

Condemnation not in His heart, i wont promote it.

Devil tellin lies, i wont believe it.

Tryin to claim my soul, he cant afford it.

Belonging to The Most High, i take pride in it.

Living for His name, i declare it.

Joy rising in my heart, i express it.

Lord and Saviour of my life,i confess it.

Made in His devine image, i embrace it.

So Mirror on the wall, u will accept it

Facebook notes

I decided to post some stuff I posted in facebook a while ago, o here. So the next couple of posts are nothing new really.

Breaks my heart

Had a conversation with someone the other day which really bothers me. We were talking about how some people just go to parties and leave with total strangers and sleep with them. I obviously expressed how morally wrong I think that is and that obviously such a person is lacking something(that something is God) in their lives and so they try to fill it up with the wrong things. The person I was talking to then has the audacity to say that I am being judgemental and that there is nothing wrong with sleeping around! This just broke my heart! The fact that the line between right and wrong is so hazy to some people that they don't see the difference...eish! Who said it was okay for people to not have morals? It really breaks my heart to hear that people don't know the difference between right and wrong anymore! I'm not saying I'm perfect and that I know it all, but you don't have to be a genious to know that some things are just wrong...Period!

False hope?

There's something about a new year that gives a sense of starting over. The promise of a new chapter...past mistakes can be corrected,goals can be achieved, growth is expected. But is it wise to look at a new year with so much expectation? Is that hope that everything you've been dreaming of will come true this year good? Regardless, we still hope.