So it seems that a lot of people around me think that I'm this together,sensible,know-what-I-doing kind of person. I probably(both,intentionally and unintentionally) make a great contribution to this perception. Truth is,though, that half the time(Ok,MOST of the time)I have no idea what the heck I'm doing! I find myself asking "Lord,what am I doing?" so many times a day. "Should I have done that?" "What am I gonna do about that?" are regulars on my 'Questions to God' list.
But here's something that gives me peace...Grace! God's grace means that even if I don't deserve for things to go well, somehow they just do. Even when I make mistakes(which often have consequences), there's a deep well full of mercy and grace from which God draws and pours out on me everyday. No matter what the situation I have gotten myself into, God redeems it and puts me back in line with His "plans to prosper me"(Jer 29:11). I may not know what I'm doing a lot of the time, but because God is on the driver's seat,I'm not worried!
